sick

felt weak yesterday, but even sadder cause i could not do anything to help the little one as she screams cause she was in pain! really i just don't understand colic. the book mentioned that it also had something to do with environment, like smoking in the house and all. wondering.

i'm so sick today, after a year of not being sick at all! had a bad sore throat last night, and i came down with a fever early in the morning! damn it. i so don't want my little girl to get sick aswell... but i guess it might be unavoidable as i'm still breastfeeding her! the thing is, i've been doing loads of research, i think GOD is really great, apparently when you're sick your milk creates antibody for the little one through the milk! *i really hope she takes all the antibody she can get from me!* fantastic isn't it? and your milk tastes different everyday to cater for the bub.

i hope i'll gain my appetite again! this sucks. it just sucks, seriously.

cheered my self up by watching p.s. i love you... i know its not the typical love story you get, but the love they have is what matters!

quote of the day: "you have to stop waiting and start living"