vintage shopping made her sad...

since last weekend, mom has been coming over to the house to see her cucu... well regardless whether she's asleep, wide awake, screaming, crying, singing or playing, mom will still make it a point to come.

but 2 days ago, she told me something that has been bugging her, and cried.

asked her what's goin on ma? and she told me, she felt bad.

on saturday when she came over with all her shopping bags, prancing, strutting, and showing all her new fancy dresses it was fun, but she felt like she was showing off *in her heart* i didnt't feel anything but i was excited and tried on her clothes too... but told her i wouldn't splurge as much no more... but we kept on trying and giggled away.

next day, as hubs and i had planned to splurge on some vintage clothings at shah alam with dahl n hani... well at least i did, he didn't... i must say its seriously worth it! hhahha... i find it pleasurable to spend that amount and come back with 3 plastic bags! cheaper to shop there than cha-tuk-chak! seriously.

so when mom was around i showed her everything, 'thinking she'd be excited for me' same mumbo jumbo!

that's when she felt bad for showing me all her new clothes and i only managed to shop at the bundle shop for that amount! she felt so guilty!

oh good lord she's so cute! i told her, mama it's the 'in' thing to wear vintage clothes now and what better way to buy these clothes, when it's bundled, we can go all nuts and splash on it...

it's a choice i made, and she felt sad...

i guess mothers will be mothers, so she gave me pocket money to splurge and do some shopping again... '*and so i did* teeeheee, the irony!

lazy and all the 'buts'...

i've been such a lazy pig. lazy to blog that is, seriously.





but i miss it.





but i'm just lazy...




maybe i'll blog tomorrow, just maybe...

bliss

the pureness in her eyes, seriously is breath-taking! i'm a bit pathetic when it comes to my little grrrl! as in my outings, i have not gone beyond 3 hours without rushing back home straight after... hehe yes i know, extremely pathetic, but the thought of being away from her just saddens me. hehe... gila talk about being clingy! this is one of her recent pics, daddy calls her *little miss harmonica*

the joy that she brings, is undescribable.

xoxo,
the clingy mommy

my boochie @ 3 months!

she just turned 5 months old yesterday, just thought i'd slowly update her pics from month 3-5! :) it's been a while since i last updated on my little boochie boo, who is extremely talkative-active-and refuse to sleep everytime she's with me! i somehow think, she thinks im her toy!!

xoxo,
more to come

overrrrrated!

you know how people just use the term/label 'bff's' as easy as 1-2-3! and to certain extend mean it and some don't? i just seriously think, it's overrrrated!

that has been pissing me off. yes, i know some might think i'm having problems and all, i don't, i just think its overrrrrrated. that's all. you want to get your point across, so do i.

so stop. ok. and stop pretending that you even care. it's annoying. stop using people, taking full advantage of the whole situation and pretending that nothing is wrong. just stop. seriously.

you insignificant fool, pissing me more and more, all day - everyday!