i think at times, you should just 'shut it'!

you know as you grow older, you're expected to just accept disappointments in life. there will be things that would not just go your way, even though you'd like it to. there are just some things that will go beyond your control, and it sucks!

i'm a creature of habit, i like to feel in control of things and when it doesn't, it pisses me off. i know i sound really spoilt and what not... but hey, this is just me. if you don't like it, then move on... i won't hold it against you.

there are a couple of things that has been bugging me lately, but i'm not the sort to express it out by blogging about it (although i find blogging extremely therapheutic for me!) i just don't go all soapy, emotional and decide to express it all out here, i'm more of a... how shall i say this, prefer expressing it by talking to a friend or just driving around town and cursing at every single 'mofo' to make me feel better, but don't worry i ain't no road bully... if you're wondering!

so yeah, just bare with me yip-yapping! not getting to the point... i'm just looking forward to the weekend, so that we're able to spend some quality time together, and meet up with our friends! i guess that'd cheer me up.

ergh. i really hate this!! shit!

i wonder if you know that feeling, when someone says something to you, and you're so tempted to say something back to them out of spite?! but in this particular situation, i just had to bite my tounge, i guess to the point where i could taste blood! i could not say anything not because i didn't want to, its because i can't cause it will blow our of proportion. fuck.

i know its best that i let it slide. everytime this happens it just drives me crazy. i'm just hoping this phase would be a short one! seriously. i'm at the point of loathing already.

listening to: love is colder than death by the virgins - ms. bani i think you might like this song, check em out ok?