loathe

have you ever felt so angry and disgusted with a certain individual?

well this is what i have been feeling these past few days, every time i hear stories about her i just get the chills right down to my spine!

please help me god, i just don't want to be so angry and upset all the time...

give me the strength to forgive and forget...

even though i have moved on i just feel the bitterness and disappointment! wish i could just let it go, maybe i could... maybe one fine day...

i just want to go back to the way things were, and be the happy go lucky person that i at least think that i am...

hope my little prayer is heard...