a little bit about the tuesday

since work has been a little less hectic, had loads of errands to settle by today and tomorrow... firstly, we had to settle things at the immigration, i kid you not it's really hectic to apply for a maid, talk about how hard it is to get good help now days.

once that was done, rushed to citibank and back to bangsar! before lunch hour i was already tired... talk about being pampered! woohoo... settled what we needed to and then i got a call from me dad... college informed him that my cert has arrived! about freaking time it did!! yahoo... think will have to settle all that tomorrow.

then we decided to catch a movie in the eve, watch what else if its not the movie that received loads of mixed comments - indiana jones! i mean, its been one of those really great trilogy movies you know and we grew up with indy and his adventures! i was pretty excited... enjoyed the beginning and mid of the movie, but when it came towards the end of the show all i could do and say was that lucas and spielberg had dug their own holes to their own graves! seriously it was such a flop! so disappointing! this is just my honest-est opinion.

got home decided to treat my kitties to their new milk bottle and milk! but thanks to their mischeviousness, before i could feed my little chewy the milk she scared me off by having the smelly roach between her lips! i almost gave up on it all together!

talk about being surprised!!

toiling around...

these past few days hubs and myself we've been asking each other about baby names... at first we thought we had it all sorted out, until i blurted it out to my parents... mom's fine with it, dad wasn't in favor. he said it doesn't sound too melayu-ish... but i "tried" to be convincing about it but that totally went down the drain, i failed completely at my own attempt, he said it had no meaning (i guess he had a point) i said the second name does! hehe..

it still wasn't enough to convince him...

yesterday as i was browsing the internet we came across 2 new names! to go with her second name... as we were discussing hubs wanted to use all 3. haha... but i told him imagine all the pain you're going to put her through, filling out all the forms later on in life.

funny isn't it? i think its best to get opinions from the loved ones... as we were having breakkie this morning spoke to a couple of friends they said 2 names is better and they suggested what goes with the second name "aira"...

we're still discussing, confused and undecided!

loathe

have you ever felt so angry and disgusted with a certain individual?

well this is what i have been feeling these past few days, every time i hear stories about her i just get the chills right down to my spine!

please help me god, i just don't want to be so angry and upset all the time...

give me the strength to forgive and forget...

even though i have moved on i just feel the bitterness and disappointment! wish i could just let it go, maybe i could... maybe one fine day...

i just want to go back to the way things were, and be the happy go lucky person that i at least think that i am...

hope my little prayer is heard...