been acting strange, i'm not as jovial as i'd like to be. i don't know what is really bugging me. you see the thing is i'm quite a chatty person, and i'm usually happy go-lucky, but i don't know why these past few days i've been feeling down (all is well with hubs, family and friends) i wish i could point towards the main reason or source.
my head is spinning...
i'm all about the smiles and giggles, but today it was rather obvious. i didn't talk as much, i was pretty snappy, i get agitated easily. honestly, i hate this feeling. i need to snap out of it.
while i was driving yesterday, i was trying my very best to ask myself why am i feeling this way... it's still unanswered, maybe i have a lot of uncertaintees in life for now. i long the feeling to belong, stability with work, but not looking for one here...
the environment and almost everything else is just cluttering my thoughts, i no longer can look for my peace and quiet here, i don't feel at ease.
still i don't understand why... i shouldn't indulge into this, it's just not me.
i'm hoping and praying silently...
i will find the answers that i seek...
slowly but surely
listening to: stronger than me by amy winehouse
12 comments:
wah ya ka? wats wrong? wanna talk about it? jom emo sama-sama...
this emo situation is not the same, i'm hoping i'll snap out of it! soon... i feel all kinds of stupid, right now.
dont worry yeah... theres always something to talk about. maybe you need to yell/scream/shout. could help :P
omg darling, i so know how you feel. i get that from time to time. and no worries, it is so normal. we should have our weekly girl day out over teh o ice again soon ok? you're gonna be ok. :)
and you know what can make you feel better. spend time with yourself like what i did on sunday. go for manicure or massage or spa or just a have a cup of ice cream. talk to yourself (even though some ppl might thing this is crazy, but as a psychology student, i can assure you that it is completely normal and healthy to talk to yourself). you will feel better. I did. :)
hugs hugs. sayang shereen :)
so... d a r l y w o o p... im on the verge of losing my sanity. when you say "talk to yourself"... do you do this outloud? or quietly with a grin? cause u know... i wanna get this right... :P hehhe
thanks darl, i do talk to my self... but i can assure you i'm not crazy! yeesssh we should have the weekly girl day out. muaks love you too!
well, ininash, if im alone..then i talk loudly..especially if im in front of the mirror. or while updating my blog. haha. in the car i talked to myself quietly..but sometimes loudly. how to talk loudly to yourself while driving without looking silly (i mean the car next to you probably will make faces or laugh at you) ?
well, what you can is wear your hands-free or if you dont have one, wear your iPod earphones. It'll make a huge difference! haha.
d a r l y w o o p - looking silly is the least of my problems right about now.
but hell... ill give it a shot. so, mirror, while blogging, driving, errrmm... did i miss anything? thank u so much for the consult.
so how much again? 8k? 80k? ah mari... diri kejap... pusing... :P
no probs.
and nash,you owed me 85k ya?
hehe.
IM DYING FOR SS2 LALA. JOMMMMM WEH!!
d a r l y - tara hal, ill buy you 85k worth of ss2 lala... now... dont let it go to waste yeah.
YES YES LA LA LA tonight!
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toodles!
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