wow

i just checked out this website called babyzone.com only to learn that i actually have approximately 95 days before i give birth!

also installed the baby calendar! i think it's cute with little suggestions on how to ease any pain if there's any...

highly recommended to all future mommies!

it all happened way too fast!

since we have all been so oblivious in our own lives, past few days when my friend called he said, hey you heard they're going to increase the petrol price? i said yeah, read the article but i thought it was going to be implemented only in august? he said, nah just heard it on the radio that they're going to increase it up to 40%! then i managed to say this, ehhh you gila ke? that's a lot?!! i don't think so you heard the announcement properly...

now... padan muka sendiri! haha... seriously it really did happen! all the petrol stations on wednesday night was packed, as in jammed packed! it took me almost an hour to get to my parents from segambut! tsk tsk tsk... it was madness i tell you.

well looking at it, there's no one to blame for the price being hiked up to RM2.7o we're affected globally! the price per barrel is already USD13o, and according to the article if the govt were to subsidise it would cost the RM52b! just imagine, and if that were to happen, the income tax would be higher, and this would definitely cause another stir in the country... still can't please everyone... no matter what the decision is... people would still voice out that they are unsatisfied by certain decisions...

oh well... i guess many are looking for different alternatives now... like riding a scooter? but government is pretty concern about the possibility of highten road accidents! too many predicaments!

i guess at the end of the day we just have to live with it... no amount of protests will change anything...

my hero!

michael patrick king, a director who manages to get us totally involved with characters from sex and the city!

as i was browsing through the channels earlier, i was lucky enough to catch a glimpse of how the movie is going to be, my fav ladies and their respective men are back! woohoo...

that got me really excited. i can't wait to see their extremely extravagant wardrobes for this movie, apparently they have bolder shoes and tinier handbags or more like clutches, thanks to pat! she's extremely fabulous but on the eccentric side... hehe... but you have to admit the character fits so well with each of their wardrobes... it is as though the wardrobes speaks to you too!

apparently they're already showing in singapore and as i just last checked on gsc, we're only lucky enough to get it by july!! damn it. anyhoo, i'm still excited...

a little bit about the tuesday

since work has been a little less hectic, had loads of errands to settle by today and tomorrow... firstly, we had to settle things at the immigration, i kid you not it's really hectic to apply for a maid, talk about how hard it is to get good help now days.

once that was done, rushed to citibank and back to bangsar! before lunch hour i was already tired... talk about being pampered! woohoo... settled what we needed to and then i got a call from me dad... college informed him that my cert has arrived! about freaking time it did!! yahoo... think will have to settle all that tomorrow.

then we decided to catch a movie in the eve, watch what else if its not the movie that received loads of mixed comments - indiana jones! i mean, its been one of those really great trilogy movies you know and we grew up with indy and his adventures! i was pretty excited... enjoyed the beginning and mid of the movie, but when it came towards the end of the show all i could do and say was that lucas and spielberg had dug their own holes to their own graves! seriously it was such a flop! so disappointing! this is just my honest-est opinion.

got home decided to treat my kitties to their new milk bottle and milk! but thanks to their mischeviousness, before i could feed my little chewy the milk she scared me off by having the smelly roach between her lips! i almost gave up on it all together!

talk about being surprised!!

toiling around...

these past few days hubs and myself we've been asking each other about baby names... at first we thought we had it all sorted out, until i blurted it out to my parents... mom's fine with it, dad wasn't in favor. he said it doesn't sound too melayu-ish... but i "tried" to be convincing about it but that totally went down the drain, i failed completely at my own attempt, he said it had no meaning (i guess he had a point) i said the second name does! hehe..

it still wasn't enough to convince him...

yesterday as i was browsing the internet we came across 2 new names! to go with her second name... as we were discussing hubs wanted to use all 3. haha... but i told him imagine all the pain you're going to put her through, filling out all the forms later on in life.

funny isn't it? i think its best to get opinions from the loved ones... as we were having breakkie this morning spoke to a couple of friends they said 2 names is better and they suggested what goes with the second name "aira"...

we're still discussing, confused and undecided!

loathe

have you ever felt so angry and disgusted with a certain individual?

well this is what i have been feeling these past few days, every time i hear stories about her i just get the chills right down to my spine!

please help me god, i just don't want to be so angry and upset all the time...

give me the strength to forgive and forget...

even though i have moved on i just feel the bitterness and disappointment! wish i could just let it go, maybe i could... maybe one fine day...

i just want to go back to the way things were, and be the happy go lucky person that i at least think that i am...

hope my little prayer is heard...

the giant leap

as we were watching the video this song was played... tercipta untukku by ungu. the lyrics that was uttered was extremely touching, although some of you might think otherwise.

"aku ingin engkau slalu

hadir dan temani aku

di setiap langkah

yang meyakiniku

kau tercipta untukku

sepanjang hidupku"

it was extremely beautiful, and it totally complimented her fathers emotional speech for some of us, it was one of those rare moments that we hardly get...


she was called all sorts of names:
-beautiful bride
-crazy bride
-weird bride

you name it, but she's not a hypocrite - what you see is what you get! that's what we love about her and her thousand facial expressions...


i thought it was going to be easy for me, as i sat there listening and seeing the whole solemnization ceremony, it did not hit me yet! i was overwhelmed with happiness, finally there's a good person taking good care of my good friend, and i need not to worry anymore! but then... it hit me, she's venturing into her new adventures away from us all...


and then i felt it, everything was happening so fast, she's no longer a miss! she took a big leap and proved everyone wrong, for ever doubting her... but we didn't doubt you, not even for a split second.


life is not going to be the same without your presence here, especially for me... you shall be dearly missed 'loquita'!


we wish you well, and the best of luck on facing your journey now as a wife... and face all the challenges in life gracefully, you are your fathers daughter, make him proud!


love you babes - for the last time i shall adress you as - miss shakhira najuib!