pissed!

did i ever tell you that i

HATE, LOATHE, DESPISE

ants!

they are constantly irritating and dictating my life.

and they seem to want to have a taste of every single food we cook and buy!

see the thing is they want to have, share, eat, live in the same house but only for free!!

freaking jerks!

procrastinating doesn't help!

i hope today my stomach would not give me any problems. in fact i demand that it doesn't!! okay la, i could be in control in certain situation, this is not one of them... damn it.

yes in case you missed the last entry, i had such an evil food poisoning, however, that did not stop me from playing badminton yesterday! woohoo... i was happy at least i managed to release some stress...

i've been rather bored, and unproductive so yeah yesterday even though i only managed to play 3 games, in agony, i still enjoyed it.

and today, actually by right, now... i'm suppose to be studying some technical terms for sales and marketing but what am i doing? i'm blogging instead. he he he. and yet before every exams/tests/interviews i tell my self that i have to prep my self wayyyy before the actual thing!! and then later i do, what i do best just before the interview - i panic! silly aye?

i better stop yacking and start reading!

oh yeah, i am hoping and hoping and hoping that we'll be able to go somewhere by end of the year! ergh. seriously... wishing and hoping and wanting and ermm.. whatever word that fits the scenario! in a sweet neater version, i just want to go for a god-damn holiday!!

recovering

thursday night after the whole days event we decided to eat dins at chef & brew, and little did i know i was going to suffer the worse food poisoning EVER!

we usually order the spaghetti, so i thought... yeah why not since its 9 p.m. and i didn't want to order anything else. well pasta is light and yeah healthier... so i ordered the tom yam spaghetti - well little did i know it was going to cause the most excruciating pain in my god-damn-stomach!

woke up at 1 a.m. my tummy felt funny, thought it was just one of those things that will pass you by in no time. so yeah, it happened... but after half an hour i could no longer hold it in me... i ran to the toilet to puke my lungssss out! oh my goodness, it was hurting so bad that i just wanted to sleep next to the toilet bowl.

ergh. well the vicious cycle continued from 1-5 and then that was the final draw, i just told hubs i give up... i'm not going to get better and let my body do the natural progress of healing, i felt like i was dying! i was dehydrated and tired. damn the spaghetti!!

he took me to the hospital, damansara specialist and it was closed. then we made our way to the taman tun 24 hours clinic next to mohsin and thank goodness the doctor was in, however i did leave my trademark there too, if you know what i mean... sorry i don't usually like littering around but with this i could not help it.

anyhoo, the doc only gave me tablets for stomach pain, something to stop the vomitting, and something for the diarrhoea and nothing for the fever, great!

by the time we left the clinic my fever was catching up. go figure. the weekend was pretty much spent in bed for me. feeling helpless and extremely sucky! i've never had so much sleep in my life like i did over friday!! sheesh. anyway, thank god i'm recovering now...

appetite has decided to go away when i got the food poisoning so, yeah these past few meals has been in small bites and small doses as i feel kind of fragile with food at the time being.

so far i do not have the urge to go back to chef & brew for any meal what so ever!!

happy!

happy 9 years anni love!

i need not to elaborate my love for you... think its been said for the last 9 years?

*kisses*

your crazy.adorable.crazy.psychotic.loving.wife!

it happened...

after having too much time to think. i had a heart ache.

i felt so emotional.

soon, there will be no more routines.

i was afraid i was going to be distant.

i know there will be changes, which i will have to adapt to.

most importantly... not able to spend my precious moments with hubs (*you may think i'm dramatic, but this time round, i'm pretty serious about it...)

and then before i know it, i broke down.

yes, i do have emotions, and i do show them... i know people say its weak to admit these things, but to me, it makes you human...

you feel, you have emotions, you are able to express...

i just pray that everything will be okay...

i swear i had butterflies!

oh oh... seriously having a migrane the whole day just spoils your plans all-together!

anyway, today we managed to speak to a couple of realtors and managed to fix an appointment to view a house today at jalan gasing. she suggested to meet up at 1, yes she suggested 1 p.m. i don't know what went through her head when she was asking to meet up at that hour!

anyway we managed to get there on time, she was about 30 minutes late... i told hubs her name was phoebe, cause when i spoke to her that was what she told me. when she handed us her business card, only then i learned that her name was C.B! haha... WAY OFF.

as we walked in, oh-good-lord! please help me god, let there be other houses for us to rent. the place was such a dump! they made weird decisions on the house, why oh why do they have such bad taste? these people should be sued!

lets start with the entrance, they had the roman columns, not that i mind those but the borders of it was painted in GOLD! crazy man, that's like some mak datin/puan sri's taste in houses. okay that's a bad sign. the realtor was trying to convince us the house was such a great bargain. i looked at her with disgust, but okay i managed to hold it together. i kept quiet.

we walked in... and saw they made a weird extension on the porch area, and converted it into a living hall, with 3 beams placed in it! i swear it looked so weird. it was just so wrong. the rooms were rather TINY, i felt claustrophobic suddenly... only to realize that yesterday! damn... i know i'm being extremely bitchy about it, but help me god!! seriously.... that was just wayyy offf!!

we waited for her for half and hour and we were done with the house within 10 minutes. see what i mean...

it wasn't helpful that i had a really bad migrane while viewing the house, right after that, i sent hubs to work and made my way to do some grocery shopping, yeah theraphy session for me... bought some fruits, looked at some fattening foody but i decided, no... i should not indulge as we still have those raya cookies stacked up.

got home, and cooked.

while cooking i received a call from one of the potential companies that i had applied to, he asked me a couple of questions, i answered, then i asked, and he decided that i get interviewed today! i was kind of excited about it, i did a little dance on my own... no one to share it for that moment, but i was still happy anyway. yeay.

i don't know what i got excited about, after sitting down and analyzing. holy cow! i have to prepare for the interview and i was having a bad massive migrane, but that didn't stop me from playing scrabulous while doing some research! hehe... yeah i had to entertain myself okay, seriously!!

i'm just hoping that the interview session was alright and that i'd hear something soon from them. well i should be hearing something soon, i was asked to call to answer another question tomorrow morning at 9 a.m. it was a challenge, during the interview session. oh well, wish me luck!

Edward Kennedy:
The work goes on, the cause endures, the hope still lives and the dreams shall never die.

today...

i was excited this morning when i had to send in my resumes, but then again i don't know why i'm getting excited for! it's not like i'm going to get hired next week.

hehe, told my self not to get my hopes up high. just chill and take it one day at a time.

then i got excited again, cause i saw some progress on my little project... then again i questioned myself, why should i get excited when its just the planning stage? things could go wrong, oh so wrong... but that's not going to stop my determination.

i was browsing through the internet for some samples on business proposal, the ones related to mine. i found some, but its extremely extensive! so i guess i just have to work backwards, and lessen the stages. oh-well!

***

i was pretty determined to work out today, so i picked hubs up from the office and we headed to the curve, had a quick bite and he was off to another meeting.

so i decided to just go to borders and browse around for some books! yes, indeed i'm in need of books for referencing! dang. i thought i was going to be bored out of my mind sitting and going through these books, but believe it or not i was there for 2 hours! i was so happy! my dad would have been proud of me...

met hubs after 2 hours and he was done with the meeting too... so we chatted for a while at starbucks and then made our way back home.

(i was still kind of excited... there is a little progress...)

got home and cooked dins, finally after a week of not cooking!! hehe... yes i have been rather busy, not lazy ok?!! busy applying for work and multi-tasking la if you're wondering, in between reading articles, i check on facebook and then play a little scrabulous and worry bout college documents, and then... ermm... back to facebook to change the featured bags, take the 10seconds interview, and back to scrabulous. see told you i was busy!!

now i'm sleepy. okay til the next entry.

Anatole France:
To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe.